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Here's 126 Sorries to 126 people, give or takea few please.

I'm back, but what can I say?

I've been away for some day,
I mean what can I say,
I need some inspiration.

I've gone to lands far away
just to find someone who'll say:
This isn't a vacation!

No idea why I said that
must be 'cause I've been hit on the head
to see some stars
and I cantracted SARS

Random words,
spewing out.
Seeing birds,
making out.

STOP!

Why is this happening to me,
am I slowly turning crazy?
Why are my words turning ga-a-ay...

I can't think straight,
I'm having a headache,
I wish I can think of more to sa-a-ay...

Irony

Happiness-
WOOTS!Attended a party hosted by 2 of my friends! In a karaoke! Sang, danced and had a hella-freakin' lot of fun! Later, went for a movie with some other friends! G-Force! Another score for the people at Disney's! Hahahaha!

Sadness-
Got pissed off by my mum when I told I was tired. Does that make sense?!

IT'S WHOLE!!!!!!

IT'S DONE! IT'S WHOLE! HAHAHAHAHA! I NEVER FELT SO MUCH HAPPINESS BEFORE!
To those who had helped me so much, to them I thank from the bottom of my heart,
To those who jeered at me before, they shall be forgiven.

The Flame is weakening

I can sense it, it's dimnishing, what to do...
Forwards or back, neither way can I go...
The Flame is weakening...

Feeling soulless,
Why must it be us,
The Flame is weakening...

Trying to revive it,
Tried but failed it,
The Flame is weakening...

Sad

I have tried to move on,
and try to break the bond,
but I guess I'm just too afraid.
I could not forget her,
nor find a new lover,
she is stuck inside of my head.

Right now I'm just feeling so cold,
for she'd taken part of my soul.
No more do I feel completely whole,
I just want to let her know
that I could not live on my own...

My heart is now empty,
for she does not love me,
I just don't know what else to say.
I've given all I got,
but was it worth it, NOT!
I think I rather just be GAY.

Right now I'm just feeling so cold,
for she'd taken part of my soul.
No more do I feel completely whole,
I just want to let her know
that I could not live on my own...

Sing this to Sum 41:'Pieces'

Complicated

Can't believe it
I just can't see it
My life is falling apart...

My parents ground me
I'm unto my knee
To say it all, It's too hard...

Going cashless
My life is worthless
I can't think of anything more...

Because my life is COMPLICATED
No one can understand it
It's just a way that I'm expressing it
Through my words...

Now I know my time is always COUNTED
I thought of ending it
But what I did
Was just 'FORGET IT!'

Complicated

-Eej TM-

(Ps:If you can fit a tune into it, SING IT!)

Crushed... AGAIN!!!

Heard the news from a friend
I can't believe what he'd sent
T'was the second time it end
It shouldn't had repent.

Crushed it was, my soul
It'll be long before it's whole
My blood, it shall flow
From the scars from the holes...

(titleless)

(empty)

The Days song

Monday
really GAY,

Tuesday,
ain't OKAY

Wedsday,
hard to say

Because it really suck

Thursday,
I just can't see

Friday,
Just can't agree

Saturday,
It's really me

Weird stuffs going on...

Wait a minute,
something's missing.

I don't know,
it's really pissing.

Oh I see,
Silly me-

I had left out
SUNDAY!

Back into the flow!

Wow! Exams are over now!
Get to do whatever now!
Except-
WHAT TO DO?!

So much time-
So much energy-
But sadly,
So little to do...

Won't be reaching out to the world for a while...

It's sad, exams are coming,
Can't go online,
Can't chat with my friends through my phone (out of funds),
Can't have fun(Parents eying me 24/7),
Can't reach out...

It's like being stuck in a sarcophagus, except being ALIVE!

And no one can hear your pathetic screams...

SCREW THE INTERNET!!! Mood-o-neter(3/10)

AAAAAARGH! How is a internet addict(so called) like me going to survive with a slow speed, constant lagging and error-tic internet! I think I got swindled by the Wimax seller who said Wimax is WAAAAAAY better... Damn it!

Ain't much happening 'round this town... Mood-o-meter(5/10)

*Sigh* Nothing excitng happened for the past few days(Unless you count having 3 consecutive cramps on a leg exciting)... Will be on the lookout for things to happen, wish me luck...

Bad day... Mood-o-meter(2/10)

Yesterday... Sunday, most people regard it as a day to relax and lay off the burden they carried on the previos 6 days, most people love Sundays...

Not me, I acctually dread Sundays. it's the day where most of my family arguements take place... Here's what appened today:

Woke up at 10 this morning and my parents were like-Get up! Don't waste time! Quickly quickly! Clean the house!(typical Manglish). I mean, what's the rush? We're not going anywhere! But I decide to play along. Afterwards my got sis nagged and lectured over manners by mum... Yea, my sis has this problem you see, always thinks that she is the most important think in the world and does not give a f****** damn about how others feel about it, worse still, ahe thinks she is always right! So as my mom gave her her tuition fees that morning when we were doing our chores she(sis) just took it and muttered something and did not apreciated it, and mum just blew her top off, and sis did not make amends but instead just glared and started sobbing pathetically...

Then dad joined in the nag game, making it really chaotic because their voices were like, setted on high. Then they turned on EACH OTHER! OMG, I guess when the temper gets to your head, you don't really care who you'd take it out on... Then mum stormed out of the house for a spin, dad busied himself and sis was---crying pathetically... This is acctually a simplified version of what happened, I couldn't type the whole thing out because it's really hurtfull, all those words exchanged between them...

But in all these gloom and sadness, there's acctually something nice in it--- I WASN'T A PART OF THE WHOLE THING! I guess it's because I kept my cool when they odered(or shouted) me to do the chores... So, all in all, lesson learned-keep a cool head and you won't be bothered by anyone...

Librarian trip to Seremban! Mood-o-meter(OFF THE CHARTS/10)

WOOHOO!!! Just came back from Seremban! What an awesome day it was to be with my fellow Librarians... We went to the one and only Yakult factory in Malaysia, Rembau Crystal(a place where they make this totally AWESOME crystal-glass sculptures), Empayar Seremban Siew Pow(a place where they made meat buns that knock the lights out of you with its glorious taste!) and the Yew Heng Leong factory(it's a rice factory).


Before leaving with the Librarians, managed to had a little chat with HER, if only my mum and sis had readied themselves a little earlier I would had a little more time... *Sigh* Anyways, after the Assembly, went to gather the 'kiddies'(younger Librarians) together for briefing, you know, the usuals-stick together, don't get lost, do not break anyhing, bla bla bla. If the briefer was me I'd say stuff like-HAVE FUN! But do not over do it...


After that-THE TRIP BEGINS! Got seated in front of 4 seniors(A year older than me)-Choo Sulin, Suganisha, Shu-Yi and Melissa Li Ginn, my friends and Sulin's sis-Meilin(same age with me)... They were like, really nice people to hangout with! Anyways, throughout the one hour ride from my school to Seremban, crapped a lot so there isn't much to type about... Anyways, upon arriving at the Yakult factory, we were greeted by this fine fellow who can't really pronounce his english. I mean, HELLO?! You work in an interational Yakult branch and you can't even pronounce?! Anyways, at least he showed us around the factory. It was so CLEAN! Must be the only factory I've been to that is that clean! IT'S completely SPOTLESS(except the workers)! By the way, bought some home after finding out the Yakult drinks can be un-refrigerated for 2 days...

Moving on, we traveled to Rembuan Crystals, a place in Seremban where they made these awesome crystal sculptures! They had this demonstration on how to make multi-coloured glass sculptures, it was hot(literally)! Then we went to their gallery to check out their creations, bought a Glass Heart for HER and a Glass Swan for me mom... Hope they like it.

Around 1pm we finally get to had LUNCH! We went to this restaurant which serve some huge helpings of food for us! The food was DIE-LICIOUS!!! But the funny part was that we kept taking pics of the food that they served us. After I had my fill, Tjun Git(another senior) and Sulin was like, egging me to eat more and Tjun Git kept singing Weird Al's 'Eat It' and Sulin was in 'Mommy' mode as she kept telling me to eat... If I put on as much as 0.1kg, they're DEAD!!!

After our fill, of to the 'Empayar Seremban Siew Pow', a place where a lot of food was made-meat buns, tarts, crackers... I was like, 'what the fook, we had lunch and now this?!', they had a shrimp farm there where they breed their own shrimps for cracker making, oh, and thay breed Telapias(a kind of fish, tasted yummy!) too. Here's the nice part, as I was leaning over one of the Telapia tanks, my RAY-BAN shades fell into it! I was like-NNNOOOOOO!!!! And dived my hand into the tank to salvage my shades! Luckily though Telapias do not bite or I will be known as Eej-One-Arm... Oh, bought 8 pieces of Char-Siew-Buns and Durian Tarts(seriously, I'm not joking) for the family.

Then it's more crapping and fooling about on the bus as we continued to our last stop, the Yew Heng Leong factory, the 'Sunflower' rice brand factory, had a brief knowledge about how it was founded and how rice is de-husk, polished, sorted and stuff like that. That had this HUGE warehouse(think air hangers) where they stored all their rice, we couldn't take any pics there due to company policies... T.T but it was AWESOME! We played about with some of the rice on display and even got to sample some of it too! The rice tasted completly diffrent than your average rice!

After that, the saddest part of the day... THE TRIP ENDED!!! Sigh, wish it could last a bit longer... We made use of the time on the bus to have as much fun as possible before reaching school... Laughing, chatting, annoying each other... Sigh

Thats about it of my day... It was awesome, pity i didn't spend more time with her...

By the way, as I said before, PLEASE DON'T FLAME ME AFTER READING THIS!!!

Mood-o-meter(7/10)

Whoo! Today has been hetic! A Newsaper Ball war broke out in my class and the final score: 20 casualties(students) and a few mortified survivors(me and some girls). Beside that I have to worry about my History presentation, today was supposingly my group's turn to present but, WE DIDN'T DO IT! My group mate-Ronnie keeps blaming me for not doing it while HE should be blamed for not reminding me to bring it back home! Moving on, I shared some insults with the class faggot- Jayshren, he was PATHETHIC! Couldn't insult me, all he did was repeat the word 'SHADDAP'... Poor guy, hope that he will one day stop being such an asshole and move on towards 'Manliness'... And after school, was torn between choosing two things-attending the CF(you know...) meeting which I have to take 2 person's place or going to chat with a girl... In the end, temptation got the better of me and-I broke off halfway during the meeting and head off towards where my heart is... God I'm so weak(But it was worth it though XD)!

At least there was some good stuffs today to balance out the bad ones... For starters, I got to chat a lot with HER! Chatting with her makes me feel so alive! And I had 3 teacher-free periods today! Got to crap about with my friends(Wasn't there to be around HER because she's in another class T.T)! Anyways, after school had Ice-creams! Hahaha! I do cherish those moments with a cone of Mc Donald's Choco-Tops! And later a tuition, my physics teacher made a statement on 'Screwing Balls'... Acctually laughed my balls off too, had to search for them under the chair later...

Anyways, thats almost all that happened to me today, no life harming situations yet though... Will try to post more tomorrow.

Oh yeah! I'm going to for a trip with my fellow Librarians(I'm the vice-president)! Yay! But they don't speak English! No!!! And I will only get to see HER in the morning during assembly! AAAARGH!!!!

That concludes todays activities, it may be dull to some but PLEASE DON'T FLAME ME!!!! Bye for now!

Day one-The beginning... (What?)

Hey all, Eej here, just started blogging after being 'persuaded'(OH! THE HORROR!) by a friend of mine yesterday...

Anyways, this blog is mainly about my weird life and the basic shenanigans that I have to go through everyday...

So do stop by to see what has befallen on me! Don't worry though, the situations are mostly not life threatening...