Crushed... AGAIN!!!

Heard the news from a friend
I can't believe what he'd sent
T'was the second time it end
It shouldn't had repent.

Crushed it was, my soul
It'll be long before it's whole
My blood, it shall flow
From the scars from the holes...

(titleless)

(empty)

The Days song

Monday
really GAY,

Tuesday,
ain't OKAY

Wedsday,
hard to say

Because it really suck

Thursday,
I just can't see

Friday,
Just can't agree

Saturday,
It's really me

Weird stuffs going on...

Wait a minute,
something's missing.

I don't know,
it's really pissing.

Oh I see,
Silly me-

I had left out
SUNDAY!

Back into the flow!

Wow! Exams are over now!
Get to do whatever now!
Except-
WHAT TO DO?!

So much time-
So much energy-
But sadly,
So little to do...

Won't be reaching out to the world for a while...

It's sad, exams are coming,
Can't go online,
Can't chat with my friends through my phone (out of funds),
Can't have fun(Parents eying me 24/7),
Can't reach out...

It's like being stuck in a sarcophagus, except being ALIVE!

And no one can hear your pathetic screams...

SCREW THE INTERNET!!! Mood-o-neter(3/10)

AAAAAARGH! How is a internet addict(so called) like me going to survive with a slow speed, constant lagging and error-tic internet! I think I got swindled by the Wimax seller who said Wimax is WAAAAAAY better... Damn it!

Ain't much happening 'round this town... Mood-o-meter(5/10)

*Sigh* Nothing excitng happened for the past few days(Unless you count having 3 consecutive cramps on a leg exciting)... Will be on the lookout for things to happen, wish me luck...

Bad day... Mood-o-meter(2/10)

Yesterday... Sunday, most people regard it as a day to relax and lay off the burden they carried on the previos 6 days, most people love Sundays...

Not me, I acctually dread Sundays. it's the day where most of my family arguements take place... Here's what appened today:

Woke up at 10 this morning and my parents were like-Get up! Don't waste time! Quickly quickly! Clean the house!(typical Manglish). I mean, what's the rush? We're not going anywhere! But I decide to play along. Afterwards my got sis nagged and lectured over manners by mum... Yea, my sis has this problem you see, always thinks that she is the most important think in the world and does not give a f****** damn about how others feel about it, worse still, ahe thinks she is always right! So as my mom gave her her tuition fees that morning when we were doing our chores she(sis) just took it and muttered something and did not apreciated it, and mum just blew her top off, and sis did not make amends but instead just glared and started sobbing pathetically...

Then dad joined in the nag game, making it really chaotic because their voices were like, setted on high. Then they turned on EACH OTHER! OMG, I guess when the temper gets to your head, you don't really care who you'd take it out on... Then mum stormed out of the house for a spin, dad busied himself and sis was---crying pathetically... This is acctually a simplified version of what happened, I couldn't type the whole thing out because it's really hurtfull, all those words exchanged between them...

But in all these gloom and sadness, there's acctually something nice in it--- I WASN'T A PART OF THE WHOLE THING! I guess it's because I kept my cool when they odered(or shouted) me to do the chores... So, all in all, lesson learned-keep a cool head and you won't be bothered by anyone...